This is Laeng Zai
(Cantonese for good looking child)
Some years ago, someone suggested I get a lovebird. Yesterday I finally caved. Was gonna just get a cage because that’s all I thought I could afford this month… but then the bird shop had a CNY promo for lovebirds that…
24–1–22
Poison of choice: Gin, neat.
I think I’d like this to be a weekly thing. Takes my mind off the misery.
Bloody institutional, political barriers impeding my recovery, my moving onward, and upward.
I should not have said I will not cook or bake for sale. But if anyone…
A little celebration for having my lease extended
Now a stable source of income, where I’m not living paycheque to paycheque, would be nice.
I’m supposed to be recovering, FFS.
Diary of one with very low energy now, really
(Perhaps documenting the time before my death, for I am really, really tired. Simply existing is exhausting. Heavens, give me a job for which I’d happily wake up on time and show up for every day.)
Tried my induction cooker for…
Life Pt 2
Oh, bloody brilliant. Just when I thought the butterfly scourge was over.
Just when I had written that I think I’ve stopped functioning.
And I just want to lie in bed and do nothing.
A bed that I have to work to maintain.
I wish I could…
Life
This morning, I didn’t even feel like getting up to eat. What will I have?
Still, I dragged myself out of bed to make this: waffles with applesauce and cinnamon in batter and sloppily applied ice-cream and honey.
What am I supposed to do with my life…
Delirium
It’s quite the conundrum when one has no energy to cook but one still prefers one’s own cooking to outside food.
The booster shot is a bitch…
Oven-baked mandoline-sliced fries, yesterday. Charred in places, but the browned bits are the best. Today’s delivery takeaway was meh in comparison to…
For the sake of filling some void in my soul. Let’s see how often I use this.
